what are we doing anymore?

i passed out on the couch last night and woke up in a different timeline. a different world. the world i said goodnight to was kind. and now it all just feels like bullshit. i wonder...did the world change, or did i?

did something come in the middle of the night to take me away to a worse place? or is this all in my mind?

some days i don't even feel alive. just like a fractured mind in a splintering world.

maybe tomorrow the pieces will come back together.

in the meantime, i type to keep the demons at bay.

and read back the words of someone far more morose than I.