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May
13

note to self

the first moment you wake up there will be thoughts already in your mind like a conversation that you are
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Apr
29

the present moment

is a mantra one says when one is walking down the street trying to escape the past breathe in, breathe
Apr
17

all the pretty things

so much fear. too many drugs. too many nights where I couldn't be alone so I abandoned myself.
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Apr
17

morning breakfast

i woke up swimming in the past. the thoughts of her, and the pain I caused her, forming in my
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Apr
16

the best years of my life were not moments in life

the best years of my life, so far, have all been in my 40's though many of the
Apr
09

a note to my younger self

Apr
02

life is weird when you don't know what you're doing

when we're younger there are so many things we know but don't understand yet. (one way
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Mar
19

thoughts at 2 a.m.

the lights from the neighbors back porch peak through my curtains brightly. i roll over. a 2-hour 34 minute video
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Mar
12

a simple morning walk

i step out of the house moving from shadow to light, dream to day, day to daydream the first feet
Feb
27

was she the one?

I saw her getting off the train when I glanced over my shoulder. I don't know why I
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